Things have gotten worse. I really have wanted to come home. I feel pointless, like I can't really do anything out here worth while. When it comes to the reality of the situation, I am a member who wants to help the missionaries. I will never be a single proselyting missionary and the reality hit me really hard. I was feeling this way for quite some time, and then the light turned on. I was with the Spanish Elders (Elders Alonso y Prince) when I realized that I really am not out here for me. I am out here to be helping others to come unto Christ. I really love the people that I am helping the Elders teach. I have really told myself that I need to stay for them. Next Saturday is a baptism for the one woman whom we started to teach only 3 weeks ago! Again, I shouldn't say her name on here, but I am more than ecstatic for her. I have also grown to love the Less active family that we visit with each Wednesday. I really can't leave until he gets the Priesthood and they are doing well. They have become such great friends! So again, I am grateful for the Lord.
I really have no new updates...OH!, Elder Davis was transferred to Prunedale near Monterey. There have been a lot of accidents down there and the President needed drivers who can be safe while driving. Also, I hit the one month mark! Exactly four weeks today! I hope that my service has been good, but will be better in the future. I am excited to learn and grow more in the Gospel.